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The BeastThe feeling hides inside you
Like a serial killer waiting
Hiding in the shadows
Planning out and anticipating
He knows exactly when to strike
He knows just what brings you down
What drops you to your knees
And turns that smile to a frown
It's not just a sadness
Not a moment of "aw shucks"
It's a monster breeding in you
Till you feel no more "fucks"
This isn't a joke
This is not a game
It's a beast of great power
And depression is it's name
Skipping ChaptersI managed to forget you
For almost a year
I suppressed all my thoughts
When your name passed through my ear
I had it down to a science
And man it was perfect
But now I think of you again
And I'm full of regret
How could I do this?
What do I do?
I can't let my thoughts
Be consumed by you
Your hair like your mother's
Eyes just like your father
I can see it now
But you're part of the next chapter
I can't skip ahead
That's not fair
To read the end of the book
When the beginning's barely here
I don't think I'll ever truly forget you
Maybe it won't be of need
But for now you'll return to the back of my head
As I watch myself bleed
Parenting for Sex AddictsThe half-day.
We are not those folks that need an occasion to try. And that’s what they call it, too. Trying. As if the very idea of it is taxing. It’s not taxing and we are not those people.
No. We do not go by some magical calendar. Schedules aren’t really our thing in general. That’d be too organized. Too stuffy. Too… I don’t know… too planned. And we’re not the type of people whom plan.
If we could—plan—our lives would be much different. I think. It’s hard to say because this is how we’ve always been.
Our very togetherness is a result of impulse. I’m almost certain that the amount of time it took us to decide to move in together was significantly shorter than the amount of time it took us to remember each other’s names. We might have had our first conversation moments after that first… what I mean to say is we didn’t plan. Because planning would have been much t
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